Chapter XXXIII: The Queen's Room

To Stephen all that now happened seemed like a dream.  She saw Hector
and his gallant young master forge across the smoother water of the
current whose boisterous stream had been somewhat stilled in the
churning amongst the rocks, and then go north in the direction of the
swimmer who, strange to say, was drifting in again towards the sunken
rocks.  Then she saw the swimmer's head sink under the water; and her
heart grew cold.  Was this to be the end!  Was such a brave man to be
lost after such gallant effort as he had made, and just at the moment
when help was at hand!
The few seconds seemed ages.  Instinctively she shut her eyes and
prayed again.  'Oh! God.  Give me this man's life that I may atone!'
God seemed to have heard her prayer.  Nay, more!  He had mercifully
allowed her to be the means of averting great danger.  She would
never, could never, forget the look on the man's face when he saw, by
the flame that she had kindled, ahead of him the danger from the
sunken rocks.  She had exulted at the thought.  And now ...
She was recalled by a wild cheer beside her.  Opening her eyes she
saw that the man's head had risen again from the water.  He was
swimming furiously, this time seaward.  But close at hand were the
heads of the swimming horse and man ... She saw the young squire
seize the man ...
And then the rush of her tears blinded her.  When she could see again
the horse had turned and was making back again to the shelter of the
point.  The squire had his arm stretched across the horse's back; he
was holding up the sailor's head, which seemed to roll helplessly
with every motion of the cumbering sea.
For a little she thought he was dead, but the voice of the old whaler
reassured her:
'He was just in time!  The poor chap was done!'  And so with beating
heart and eyes that did not flinch now she watched the slow progress
to the shelter of the point.  The coastguards and fishermen had made
up their minds where the landing could be made, and were ready; on
the rocky shelf, whence Hector had at jumped, they stood by with
lines.  When the squire had steered and encouraged the horse, whose
snorting could be heard from the sheltered water, till he was just
below the rocks, they lowered a noosed rope.  This he fastened round
the senseless man below his shoulders.  One strong, careful pull, and
he was safe on land; and soon was being borne up the steep zigzag on
the shoulders of the willing crowd.
In the meantime other ropes were passed down to the squire.  One he
placed round his own waist; two others he fastened one on each side
of the horse's girth.  Then his friend lowered the bridle, and he
managed to put it on the horse and attached a rope to it.  The
fishermen took the lines, and, paying out as they went so as to leave
plenty of slack line, got on the rocks just above the little beach
whereon, sheltered though it was, the seas broke heavily.  There they
waited, ready to pull the horse through the surf when he should have
come close enough.
Stephen did not see the rescue of the horse; for just then a tall
grave man spoke to her:
'Pardon me, Lady de Lannoy, but is the man to be brought up to the
Castle?  I am told you have given orders that all the rescued shall
be taken there.'  She answered unhesitatingly
'Certainly!  I gave orders before coming out that preparation was to
be made for them.'
'I am Mr. Hilton.  I have just come down to do lacum tenens for Dr.
Winter at Lannoch Port.  I rode over on hearing there was a wreck,
and came here with the rocket-cart.  I shall take charge of the man
and bring him up.  He will doubtless want some special care.'
'If you will be so good!' she answered, feeling a diffidence which
was new to her.  At that moment the crowd carrying the senseless man
began to appear over the cliff, coming up the zig-zag.  The Doctor
hurried towards him; she followed at a little distance, fearing lest
she should hamper him.  Under his orders they laid the patient on the
weather side of the bonfire so that the smoke would not reach him.
The Doctor knelt by his side.
An instant after he looked up and said:
'He is alive; his heart is beating, though faintly.  He had better be
taken away at once.  There is no means here of shelter.'
'Bring him in the rocket-cart; it is the only conveyance here,' cried
Stephen.  'And bring Mr. Hepburn too.  He also will need some care
after his gallant service.  I shall ride on and advise my household
of your coming.  And you good people come all to the Castle.  You are
to be my guests if you will so honour me.  No!  No!  Really I should
prefer to ride alone!'
She said this impulsively, seeing that several of the gentlemen were
running for their horses to accompany her.  'I shall not wait to
thank that valiant young gentleman.  I shall see him at Lannoy.'
As she was speaking she had taken the bridle of her horse.  One of
the young men stooped and held his hand; she bowed, put her foot in
it and sprang to the saddle.  In an instant she was flying across
country at full speed, in the dark.  A wild mood was on her, reaction
from the prolonged agony of apprehension.  There was little which she
would not have done just then.
The gale whistled round her and now and again she shouted with pure
joy.  It seemed as if God Himself had answered her prayer and given
her the returning life!
By the time she had reached the Castle the wild ride had done its
soothing work.  She was calm again, comparatively; her wits and
feelings were her own.
There was plenty to keep her occupied, mind and body.  The train of
persons saved from the wreck were arriving in all sorts of vehicles,
and as clothes had to be found for them as well as food and shelter
there was no end to the exertions necessary.  She felt as though the
world were not wide enough for the welcome she wished to extend.  Its
exercise was a sort of reward of her exertions; a thank-offering for
the response to her prayer.  She moved amongst her guests, forgetful
of herself; of her strange attire; of the state of dishevelment and
grime in which she was, the result of the storm, her long ride over
rough ground with its share of marshes and pools, and the smoke from
the bonfire and the blazing house.  The strangers wondered at first,
till they came to understand that she was the Lady Bountiful who had
stretched her helpful hands to them.  Those who could, made
themselves useful with the new batches of arrivals.  The whole Castle
was lit from cellar to tower.  The kitchens were making lordly
provision, the servants were carrying piles of clothes of all sorts,
and helping to fit those who came still wet from their passage
through or over the heavy sea.
In the general disposition of chambers Stephen ordered to be set
apart for the rescued swimmer the Royal Chamber where Queen Elizabeth
had lain; and for Mr. Hepburn that which had been occupied by the
Second George.  She had a sort of idea that the stranger was God's
guest who was coming to her house; and that nothing could be too good
for him.  As she waited for his coming, even though she swept to and
fro in her ministrations to others, she felt as though she trod on
air.  Some great weight seemed to have been removed from her.  Her
soul was free again!
At last the rocket-cart arrived, and with it many horsemen and such
men and women as could run across country with equal speed to the
horses labouring by the longer road.
The rescued man was still senseless, but that alone did not seem to
cause anxiety to the Doctor, who hurried him at once into the
prepared room.  When, assisted by some of the other men, he had
undressed him, rubbed him down and put him to bed, and had seen some
of the others who had been rescued from the wreck, he sought out Lady
de Lannoy.  He told her that his anxiety was for the man's sight; an
announcement which blanched his hearer's cheeks.  She had so made up
her mind as to his perfect safety that the knowledge of any kind of
ill came like a cruel shock.  She questioned Mr. Hilton closely; so
closely that he thought it well to tell her at once all that he
surmised and feared:
'That fine young fellow who swam out with his horse to him, tells me
that when he neared him he cried out that he was blind.  I have made
some inquiries from those on the ship, and they tell me that he was a
passenger, named Robinson.  Not only was he not blind then, but he
was the strongest and most alert man on the ship.  If it be blindness
it must have come on during that long swim.  It may be that before
leaving the ship he received some special injury--indeed he has
several cuts and burns and bruises--and that the irritation of the
sea-water increased it.  I can do nothing till he wakes.  At present
he is in such a state that nothing can be done for him.  Later I
shall if necessary give him a hypodermic to ensure sleep.  In the
morning when I come again I shall examine him fully.'
'But you are not going away to-night!' said Stephen in dismay.
'Can't you manage to stay here?  Indeed you must!  Look at all these
people, some of whom may need special attention or perhaps treatment.
We do not know yet if any may be injured.'  He answered at once:
'Of course I shall stay if you wish it.  But there are two other
doctors here already.  I must go over to my own place to get some
necessary instruments for the examination of this special patient.
But that I can do in the early morning.'
'Can I not send for what you want; the whole household are at your
service.  All that can be done for that gallant man must be done.
You can send to London for special help if you wish.  If that man is
blind, or in danger of blindness, we must have the best oculist in
the world for him.'
'All shall be done that is possible,' said he earnestly.  'But till I
examine him in the morning we can do nothing.  I am myself an
oculist; that is my department in St. Stephen's Hospital.  I have an
idea of what is wrong, but I cannot diagnose exactly until I can use
the ophthalmoscope.'  His words gave Stephen confidence.  Laying her
hand on his arm unconsciously in the extremity of pity she said
earnestly:
'Oh, do what you can for him.  He must be a noble creature; and all
that is possible must be done.  I shall never rest happily if through
any failing on my part he suffers as you fear.'
'I shall do all I can,' he said with equal earnestness, touched with
her eager pity.  'And I shall not trust myself alone, if any other
can be of service.  Depend upon it, Lady de Lannoy, all shall be as
you wish.'
There was little sleep in the Castle that night till late.  Mr.
Hilton slept on a sofa in the Queen's Room after he had administered
a narcotic to his patient.
As soon as the eastern sky began to quicken, he rode, as he had
arranged during the evening, to Dr. Winter's house at Lannoch Port
where he was staying.  After selecting such instruments and drugs as
he required, he came back in the dogcart.
It was still early morning when he regained the Castle.  He found
Lady de Lannoy up and looking anxiously for him.  Her concern was
somewhat abated when he was able to tell her that his patient still
slept.
It was a painful scene for Mr. Hilton when his patient woke.
Fortunately some of the after-effects of the narcotic remained, for
his despair at realising that he was blind was terrible.  It was not
that he was violent; to be so under his present circumstances would
have been foreign to Harold's nature.  But there was a despair which
was infinitely more sad to witness than passion.  He simply moaned to
himself:
'Blind!  Blind!' and again in every phase of horrified amazement, as
though he could not realise the truth:  'Blind!  Blind!'  The Doctor
laid his hand on his breast and said very gently:
'My poor fellow, it is a dreadful thing to face, to think of.  But as
yet I have not been able to come to any conclusion; unable even to
examine you.  I do not wish to encourage hopes that may be false, but
there are cases when injury is not vital and perhaps only temporary.
In such case your best chance, indeed your only chance, is to keep
quiet.  You must not even think if possible of anything that may
excite you.  I am now about to examine you with the ophthalmoscope.
You are a man; none of us who saw your splendid feat last night can
doubt your pluck.  Now I want you to use some of it to help us both.
You, for your recovery, if such is possible; me, to help me in my
work.  I have asked some of your late companions who tell me that on
shipboard you were not only well and of good sight, but that you were
remarkable even amongst strong men.  Whatever it is you suffer from
must have come on quickly.  Tell me all you can remember of it.'
The Doctor listened attentively whilst Harold told all he could
remember of his sufferings.  When he spoke of the return of old
rheumatic pains his hearer said involuntarily:  'Good!'  Harold
paused; but went on at once.  The Doctor recognised that he had
rightly appraised his remark, and by it judged that he was a well-
educated man.  Something in the method of speaking struck him, and he
said, as nonchalantly as he could:
'By the way, which was your University?'
'Cambridge.  Trinity.'  He spoke without thinking, and the instant he
had done so stopped.  The sense of his blindness rushed back on him.
He could not see; and his ears were not yet trained to take the place
of his eyes.  He must guard himself.  Thenceforward he was so
cautious in his replies that Mr. Hilton felt convinced there was some
purpose in his reticence.  He therefore stopped asking questions, and
began to examine him.  He was unable to come to much result; his
opinion was shown in his report to Lady de Lannoy:
'I am unable to say anything definite as yet.  The case is a most
interesting one; as a case and quite apart from the splendid fellow
who is the subject of it.  I have hopes that within a few days I may
be able to know more.  I need not trouble you with surgical terms;
but later on if the diagnosis supports the supposition at present in
my mind I shall be able to speak more fully.  In the meantime I
shall, with your permission, wait here so that I may watch him
myself.'
'Oh you are good.  Thank you!  Thank you!' said Stephen.  She had so
taken the man under her own care that she was grateful for any
kindness shown to him.
'Not at all said Mr. Hilton.  'Any man who behaved as that fellow
did has a claim on any of us who may help him.  No time of mine could
be better spent.'
When he went back to the patient's room he entered softly, for he
thought he might be asleep.  The room was, according to his
instructions, quite dark, and as it was unfamiliar to him he felt his
way cautiously.  Harold, however, heard the small noise he made and
said quietly:
'Who is there?'
'It is I; Hilton.'
'Are you alone?'
'Yes.'
'Look round the room and see.  Then lock the door and come and talk
to me if you will.  You will pity a poor blind fellow, I know.  The
darkness has come down upon me so quickly that I am not accustomed to
it!'  There was a break in his voice which moved the other.  He lit a
candle, feeling that the doing so would impress his patient, and went
round the room; not with catlike movement this time--he wanted the
other to hear him.  When he had turned the key in the lock, as
sharply as he could, he came to the bedside and sat down.  Harold
spoke again after a short pause:
'Is that candle still lit?'
'Yes!  Would you like it put out?'
'If you don't mind!  Again I say pity me and pardon me.  But I want
to ask you something privately, between our two selves; and I will
feel more of equality than if you were looking at me, whilst I cannot
see you.'  Mr Hilton blew out the candle.
'There!  We are equal now.'
'Thank you!'  A long pause; then he went on:
'When a man becomes suddenly blind is there usually, or even
occasionally, any sort of odd sight? ... Does he see anything like
a dream, a vision?'
'Not that I know of.  I have never heard of such a case.  As a rule
people struck blind by lightning, which is the most common cause,
sometimes remember with extraordinary accuracy the last thing they
have seen.  Just as though it were photographed on the retina!'
'Thank you!  Is such usually the recurrence of any old dream or
anything they have much thought of?'
'Not that I know of.  It would be unusual!'  Harold waited a long
time before he spoke again.  When he did so it was in a different
voice; a constrained voice.  The Doctor, accustomed to take
enlightenment from trivial details, noted it:
'Now tell me, Mr. Hilton, something about what has happened.  Where
am I?'
'In Lannoy Castle.'
'Where is it?'
'In Angleshire!'
'Who does it belong to?'
'Lady de Lannoy.  The Countess de Lannoy; they tell me she is a
Countess in her own right.'
'It is very good of her to have me here.  Is she an old lady?'
'No!  A young one.  Young and very beautiful.'  After a pause before
his query:
'What's she like?  Describe her to me!'
'She is young, a little over twenty.  Tall and of a very fine figure.
She has eyes like black diamonds, and hair like a flame!'  For a long
time Harold remained still.  Then he said:
'Tell me all you know or have learned of this whole affair.  How was
I rescued, and by whom?'  So the Doctor proceeded to give him every
detail he knew of.  When he was quite through, the other again lay
still for a long time.  The silence was broken by a gentle tap at the
door.  The Doctor lit a candle.  He turned the key softly, so that no
one would notice that the door was locked.  Something was said in a
low whisper.  Then the door was gently closed, and the Doctor
returning said:
'Lady Lannoy wants, if it will not disturb you, to ask how you are.
Ordinarily I should not let anyone see you.  But she is not only your
hostess, but, as I have just told you, it was her ride to the
headland, where she burned the house to give you light, which was the
beginning of your rescue.  Still if you think it better not ... !'
'I hardly like anybody to see me like this!' said Harold, feebly
seeking an excuse.
'My dear man,' said the other, 'you may be easy in your mind, she
won't see much of you.  You are all bandages and beard.  She'll have
to wait a while before she sees you.'
'Didn't she see me last night?'
'Not she!  Whilst we were trying to restore you she was rushing back
to the Castle to see that all was ready for you, and for the others
from the wreck.'  This vaguely soothed Harold.
If his surmise was correct, and if she had not seen him then, it was
well that he was bandaged now.  He felt that it would not do to
refuse to let her see him; it might look suspicious.  So after
pausing a short while he said in a low voice:
'I suppose she had better come now.  We must not keep her waiting!'
When the Doctor brought her to his bedside Stephen felt in a measure
awed.  His bandaged face and head and his great beard, singed in
patches, looked to her in the dim light rather awesome.  In a very
gentle voice she said kind things to the sick man, who acknowledged
them in a feeble whisper.  The Doctor, a keen observer, noticed the
change in his voice, and determined to understand more.  Stephen
spoke of his bravery, and of how it was due to him that all on the
ship were saved; and as she spoke her emotion moved her so much that
her sweet voice shook and quivered.  To the ears of the man who had
now only sound to guide him, it was music of the sweetest he had ever
heard.  Fearing lest his voice should betray him, he whispered his
own thanks feebly and in few words.
When Stephen went away the Doctor went with her; it was more than an
hour before he returned.  He found his patient in what he considered
a state of suppressed excitement; for, though his thoughts were
manifestly collected and his words were calm, he was restless and
excited in other ways.  He had evidently been thinking of his own
condition; for shortly after the Doctor came in he said:
'Are we alone?'
'Quite!'
'I want you to arrange that there shall not be any nurse with me.'
'My dear sir!  Don't handicap me, and yourself, with such a
restriction.  It is for your own good that you should have regular
and constant attention.'
'But I don't wish it.  Not for the present at all events.  I am not
accustomed to a nurse, and shall not feel comfortable.  In a few days
perhaps ... '  The decided tone of his voice struck the other.
Keeping his own thoughts and intentions in abeyance, even to himself,
he answered heartily:
'All right!  I shall not have any nurse, at present.'
'Thanks!'  There was relief in the tone which seemed undue, and Mr.
Hilton again took mental note.  Presently he asked a question, but in
such a tone that the Doctor pricked up his ears.  There was a
premeditated self-suppression, a gravity of restraint, which implied
some falsity; some intention other than the words conveyed:
'It must have been a job to carry me up those stairs.'  The Doctor
was doubting everything, but as the safest attitude he stuck to
literal truth so far as his words conveyed it:
'Yes.  You are no light weight!'  To himself he mused:
'How did he know there were stairs?  He cannot know it; he was
senseless!  Therefore he must be guessing or inquiring!'  Harold went
on:
'I suppose the Castle is on high ground.  Can you see far from the
windows?  I suppose we are up a good height?'
'From the windows you can see all round the promontory.  But we are
not high up; that is, the room is not high from the ground, though
the Castle is from the sea.'  Harold asked again, his voice vibrating
in the note of gladness:
'Are we on the ground floor then?'
'Yes.'
'And I suppose the gardens are below us?'
'Yes.'  The answer was given quickly, for a thought was floating
through him:  Why did this strong brave man, suddenly stricken blind,
wish to know whether his windows were at a height?  He was not
surprised when his patient reaching out a hand rested it on his arm
and said in an imploring tone:
'It should be moonlight; full moon two nights ago.  Won't you pull up
the blind and describe to me all you see? ... Tell me fully ...
Remember, I am blind!'
This somehow fixed the Doctor's thought:
'Suicide!  But I must convey the inutility of such effort by
inference, not falsity.'
Accordingly he began to describe the scene, from the very base of the
wall, where below the balcony the great border was glorious with a
mass of foliage plants, away to the distant sea, now bathed in the
flood of moonlight.  Harold asked question after question; the Doctor
replying accurately till he felt that the patient was building up a
concrete idea of his surroundings near and far.  Then he left him.
He stood for a long time out in the passage thinking.  He said to
himself as he moved away:
'The poor fellow has some grim intention in his mind.  I must not let
him know that I suspect; but to-night I will watch without his
knowing it!'